27, 2003 - Wolfie went to sleep today, 3:45 pm
took her to go to sleep, I feel like a traitor, she loved me, she
Sunday, she fell down and couldn't get up
the Super Bowl, I found poop leading outside and then a pile where
she had fallen in it.
was listing to the side and her spindle cell tumor was bigger and
covered with poop
all of a sudden looked really bad
smells funny, she looks surprised at her condition
morning at about 4 a.m. she struggled and struggled to get up
helped her up and led her out
she wouldn't, couldn't, get
down the stairs
at about 9 a.m. Alan carried her down the stairs - she cried and
cried out in pain
walked around and around the yard, investigating, limping, listing
to the side.
called the Pet Hospital but couldn't speak
spoke to them and made the appointment for 3:20 pm
dragged. I petted her. She slept. I talked to her. She slept. Bryan
says she is tired.
looked sick, she did not look good
helped her to her feet and after awhile, I walked her down the
carpeted front stairs
had to be carried down the wooden stairs, Alan helped again.
lifted her into the car. She cried and cried again.
and I walked her around near Stow Lake. She
was real slow and tottery.
we went to the Hospital.
gave us a room. We cried and she cried.
vet came in and couldn't get a needle in her arm - she screamed in
of mine dripped on her head, the vet looked up and said they would
use a butterfly
took her away and put a butterfly in her left front leg using a very
is just like me and doesn't like big needles.
came back in the room. The vet came in.
said that she would go quick and maybe just lose her footing.
inserted the needle with the pink fluid.
moments, she looked dazed, lost her footing. We laid her on her
right side. Her eyes dilated.
left. Amber and I stayed. Amber kissed her face, we petted her. Her
fur is so soft.
tried to close her eyes, they won't close,
lost their sweet blue color and got cloudy and gray.
muscles twitched in her mouth and around her eyes.
got cold, limp. That big tumor, the fur around it had pulled away.
It was bad, really bad.
Wolfie is asleep. She is gone now. 16+ years is over.
stayed a long time and watched her, petted her. Amber kissed her
struggled to get her in the litter, and
carried her out, she was limp.
hope she knows that I loved her. That we all love her. Maybe she is
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